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Jun. 19th, 2010 @ 06:03 pm
In my heart there are wounds so fresh that if I were to lick them, I would feel salty flesh and blood on my tongue.
In my skull there is a tumor so big, that if I were to remove it, I would have to give up my mind for your sake.
In my eyes there are memories, so vivid that if I were to forget them, I’d lose the light of my eyes and the smile on your face.
In my life there are such friends that if I were to deny them, I would lose my eyes, my mind and my heart and still I’d not have paid enough for my betrayal.

Love doesn’t call the abortive heart Dec. 17th, 2007 @ 03:03 pm
All his investments, all fall in vain
Everything you tell him, puts him trough pain
You’re standing there, thinking, everyone’s doomed
But you’re the only one dead in the room

Love seems just like gambling; love seems just a game
With preys and those hunters it’s all a big chase
And at the end the victim gets wed
In this party of trapping the game’s already dead

That’s how love seems when one cannot love
No bunnies, no bubbles, no blasts and no doves
There’s no response to the interior call
You cannot break through this invisible wall

So you wait for a miracle, wait for the sight
Keep waiting for light in the dead of the night
That’s how love seems to the one who can’t love
Who did this to me: you down there or you above?

The Unchain-ed Melody Oct. 3rd, 2007 @ 01:23 am
Captain Kiddo and all his friends did leave so long ago
But I am sitting in my room, wishing they had stayed
The hollow feeling deep inside tells me that I have grown
It’s forcing me to stand my ground, to turn this all around

I still have to find a way; I’ve been looking all around
I wonder where could I have missed the unchain-ed melody
I’m still looking all around; I just want to find
A way to make the inflow free, to unchain the melody

Katy, John, my childhood friends have gone their own big ways
But I’m still here all on my own, wishing they had stayed
I’m still no teacher, still the same; I’m still no football player
I tried to kick the ball but missed, I’m kicked out of this place

All those dreams those I once had, wander all around
But I sit here close listening to the sound of rain
Mother, dad, so long ago, there was this one sound
Did it really disappear lost in childhood fears?

I still try to find a way; I’ve been looking all around
I wonder where could I have lost the unchain-ed melody
I’m still looking all around; I just try to find
A way to set the music free, to unchain the melody

Left Oct. 1st, 2007 @ 09:35 pm
When you’re gone there’s almost nothing left
I fear that one day you will fade away…

When you are here there’s a reason to be
When you are here you can see me happy…

Now you’re gone and there’s nothing left
Now the day came, now you faded away
I couldn’t chain you, you wouldn’t cling
The day came; you left and stole my wings

When you were here there were reasons to dwell
When you were here I felt really, quite well
Now it’s in the past, all the lies those were told
They all were so true, now I’m feeling too old

I feared the day you’d be going away
Aware of the times we spent acting as mimes
It’s all too late now, but I shall not forget
The grief of the day you chose your own way

memorial Sep. 27th, 2007 @ 08:35 pm
You’re breathing, I’m breathing
The stillness around
You’re talking, I listen
The darkness surrounds
Without you I wonder
How would I feel
Without you I wonder
Would she be free
I’m breathing, you’re breathing
It’s nothing worth
I ponder if you have
Wanted my birth
If you have wanted
to hold my hand
Or did you simply
follow a brand
I breathe and you breathe
But you don’t have to worry
I won’t leave my mother
I hope that you’re sorry
Other entries
» baby moon
Baby, I don’t want to miss a thing
With you, my baby, I don’t want to miss anything
Baby, you don’t know the way I feel
I have missed so many things with many ones before
But with you, my baby, I don’t want to
I don’t want to miss this thing with you

Baby mine, can you see this gleam
In my eyes, my baby, can you see the gleam of you?
You don’t know the way I feel, my baby
You have never felt my way
I have waited for the chance to be with you,
My baby, I have waited for so long to be with you

You don’t know the way I feel, my baby
You don’t know the ways I look at you
In the deepest dreams, you, baby, in my darkest dreams
You, baby, never have you felt the way I do
In your deepest dreams, oh, baby, baby
Baby, you don’t know the way I feel
» Hill vs Man
Upon a hill I saw a man,
I saw a man upon a hill
And this small man will make you fall
Upon a hill will make you fall
Upon a hill I saw a man
I saw a man upon my fall
And this huge hill will make you tall
Upon the hill will make you tall
» (no title)
There are things to be said No matter how sad
There are things to be told (No matter how old)
They can't be sold

You would never listen to me
You just saw
The things that you believed
You found someone better than me Maybe...
you just wanted to be free?

And then you went away.
Was it all just an unrealistic play?
And then you went away, Was it all just
An Unrealistic Play?

(But) I found someone better than...
I just wish you had found someone better too
I don't miss you at all I just loath...
watching how you fall

This is the last song (that)
That I decide to you
Don't! Believe me (but)
You're just a fool ('cause)

She talks/I walk
We're trapt here till the dark
She smiles like the sun and I know...
She's the only one.
He walks/I talk
We're trapt here till the dark
He smiles like the sun and I know...
He's the only one.

There are things to be said no matter how sad...
There are things to be told no matter how old they
can't. be. sold.
» Flow
There’s no reason more to die
I will live this life somehow
If I go, you’re all alone
If I leave, you’re on your own

I can play some chords by now
Will you take me in your band?
I’m so sexy... what I lack?
Maybe I don’t give a fuck?

And that song that makes no sense
Were the words by Pete Wentz?
Where the magic starts? Where ends?
Where’s the formula for trends?

There’s no reason more to die
And I live this life somehow
Where the reasons start, where end?
And the words make no more sense
» One of the crowd
Jimmy was a friend of mine
All his life he walked the line
Jimmy was a friend of mine
What he said was all in vain

Jimmy was a friend of mine
Did they notice he was shy?
Jimmy was a friend of mine
Did he ever tell them why?

Jimmy was a friend of mine
And he used to lie, to lie…

Jimmy was a friend of mine
Jimmy never said good bye.
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